友子，我已经平安著陆
七天的航行
我终於踩上我战后残破的土地
可是我却开始思念海洋
这海洋为何总是站在
希望和灭绝的两个极端
这是我的最后一封信
待会我就会把信寄出去
这容不下爱情的海洋
至少还容得下相思吧！
友子，我的相思你一定要收到
这样你才会原谅我一点点
我想我会把你放在我心里一辈子
就算娶妻、生子
在人生重要的转折点上
一定会浮现…
你提著笨重的行李逃家
在遣返的人潮中，你孤单地站著
你戴著那顶…
存了好久的钱才买来的白色针织帽
是为了让我能在人群中发现你吧！
我看见了…我看见了…
你安静不动地站著
你像七月的烈日
让我不敢再多看你一眼
你站得如此安静
我刻意冰凉的心，却又顿时燃起
我伤心，又不敢让遗憾流露
我心里嘀咕，嘴巴却一声不吭
我知道，思念这庸俗的字眼
将如阳光下的黑影
我逃他追…我追他逃…
一辈子
我会假装你忘了我
假装你将你我的过往
像候鸟一般从记忆中迁徙
假装你已走过寒冬迎接春天
我会假装…
一直到自以为一切都是真的！
然后…
祝你一生永远幸福！
My grandma (from my father side) had past away, a couple of days ago. Many thoughts came to me during the melancholy funeral.
A part from refreshing the memory with my grandma, I began to wonder why we get in to this world in the first place. It’s not like I could take away all the money and luxury with me when I am done here. I even doubt if there is such thing as heaven.
If there is a heaven, I would hope that I will not be there. There will always be trouble when you deal with people. I really doubt if heaven is an excluded place. Yes, only good people go to heaven. But I have seen good people turned bad. What if heaven have certain percentage of bad people in it? Isn’t it going to bring heaven down to the same level as this world?
That is why I do not believe that we are here to make a path to heaven. Sometimes I even think that heaven is created by fools (not god) because it will be the same place as our world here. How god could make such useless place? Aren’t we insulting god’s intelligent when we said good people go to heaven?
Otherwise why are we here for? To get married and reproduce? This will only prove that Darwin is damn right, which we are here to survive. Those that can best adapt into the world live. (I kind of agree with him.)
If you are waiting for an answer from me, I am sorry, I do not have it. All I can tell you is we chose to come into this world; we have to find why we made the decision, as why Adam ate the apple that is forbidden millions of years ago; why god created the apple that is going to be forbidden? Is the apple created by god or did Adam created it himself, just to experience the luxury of it?
海上气温16度
风速12节、水深97米
已经看见了几只海鸟
预计明天入夜前我们即将登陆
友子…
我把我在台湾的相簿都留给你
就寄放在你母亲那儿
但我偷了其中一张
是你在海边玩水的那张
照片里的海没风也没雨
照片里的你，笑得就像在天堂
不管你的未来将属於谁
谁都配不上你
原本以为我能将美好回忆妥善打包
到头来却发现我能携走的只有虚无
我真的很想你！
啊，彩虹！
但愿这彩虹的两端
足以跨过海洋，连结我和你
Since the beginning of time, spirituality and religion have been called on to fill in the gaps that science did not understand. The rising and setting of the sun was once attributed to Helios and a flaming chariot. Earthquakes and tidal waves were the wrath of Poseidon. Science has now proven to be false idols. Science has now provided answers to almost every question man can ask. There are only a few questions left, and they are the esoteric ones, such as where do we come from? What are we doing here? What is the meaning of life and the universe?
Science and religion are not at odds. Science is simply too young to understand.
- a few lines from Dan Brown’s Angels and Demons -
